Reluctant to Share: (A Mafia Love Story) Page 5

  He leaned down to kiss me once more, and I lustfully moaned into his mouth. Over and over again he slammed into me until we both uncoiled together.

  He kissed my forehead then collapsed on top of my body. I felt so safe and at home resting underneath him like that. I couldn't have possibly asked for a better first time.

  Then suddenly, the expression on his face changed. He got up swiftly and told me to get dressed.

  "You need to get out of here now," he said in a tone I had never heard from him before.

  Chapter 7

  Tyler

  It wasn't supposed to happen. After my previous conversation with Mark, I had already decided that I would not have sex with Vivian. Yet there she was lying on the bed with my cum seeping out of her body.

  I was a weak man who gave in to my lust, and for that reason, I must now distant myself from Vivian. Keeping her as my girlfriend or lover would lead to each member of the gang demanding a turn with her since that was the rule amongst the Alpha Outlaws. And since I was reluctant to share her with anyone else, I had no choice but to end things with her despite it killing me inside.

  I had only just met Vivian a few short days ago. But if you asked me, time alone wasn't enough of an indicator as to how deeply a man could fall for the right woman.

  I wanted so badly to hop back in bed and make love to her over and over again. Or better yet, run away with her and keep her safe forever.

  But neither of those were feasible options. I couldn't let an innocent girl like Vivian stay here and service the entire gang; that wouldn't be fair to her. Sadly, I couldn't just run away with her either. The Alpha Outlaws would consider me a traitor if I were to do that. They'd hunt both Vivian and me down. And while I wasn't afraid of putting my life in harm's way, I couldn't bear the thought of putting Vivian's life in imminent danger.

  If I stay with the gang, I had a shot at keeping her safe from a distance. On the other hand, if I leave with her now, we would most likely end up having both the Alpha Outlaws and the cops chasing after us. We would have nowhere to hide together with me running away from the law with no one else to cover my back. No, there was no way I could let Vivian live a life like that.

  I needed to get her out of this house, find a safe place for her to stay, and be her guardian angel from afar.

  If it wasn't for everything else that I was feeling, I would probably laugh at the mere mention of me being anyone's guardian angel. After all, I'd spent most of my life feeling like some sort of angel of death.

  Vivian was now dressed in the boxers and t-shirt I had handed her earlier. Concerned about how naked she looked, I found a sweater and sweatpants for her to throw on as well. Then I led her out of the room and down the stairway to the main floor of the house.

  I checked to make sure the coast was clear before disabling the house alarm and security cameras. With her hand in mine, I brought her to my motorcycle. I hopped on and told her to get on behind me.

  I turned on the bike's engine and felt her arms wrapped tightly around me. My heart ached as I realized I was literally driving her out of my life.

  Vivian

  It was my first time riding on a motorcycle. And had it not been for the odd way in which Tyler was behaving, I would have been having the adrenaline rush of my life. But because of the look on his face and the sound of his voice, I just knew in the pit of my stomach that something awful was about to happen.

  After driving for quite some time, Tyler finally stopped at a house located somewhere out in the country. He helped me off of the bike and led me to the front door of the house.

  He found a key under the welcome mat and proceeded to open the front door. I followed him inside and scanned my eyes over the rustic-looking interior of the home. Then suddenly, I found myself peering into the eyes of an older man with a striking resemblance to Tyler.

  "What the hell are you doing here, Tyler? I thought I'd never see you again after you ran off with those lowlifes," said the older man.

  "They're not lowlifes. They're my family now," said Tyler in response. "Anyway, I'm here today because I need a huge favor from you."

  "Why didn't you ask your new family to help you?" the older man grumbled.

  "Please, Father, I've never asked anything of you before. So please, just help me watch over Vivian without any further questions. It will only be temporary; I'll have her out of here as soon as I figure something else out."

  So that man was his father? No wonder they looked so much alike.

  "Okay, fine. She can stay. But she better help with the cooking and cleaning around here or something," said Tyler's father.

  "I can do that," I found myself chirping in.

  Tyler led me into one of the bedrooms and told me to sit down on the bed. He sat down next to me and spoke.

  "Vivian, what happened earlier was a mistake. I shouldn't have had sex with you like that. So in order to somewhat make things right again, I need you to stay here with my father until I figure out a better alternative for your situation."

  "I don't understand, Tyler. Why was it a mistake? I mean, I know I'm not experienced or anything. So maybe it wasn't as good for you as it was for me. But to call it a mistake, isn't that a bit harsh?"

  "No, Vivian, it wasn't a mistake because I didn't enjoy being inside of you. That's not it at all. It's just...it's complicated."

  "Then please explain it to me."

  "I don't have time to do that right now. I need to get back to the house as soon as possible. So just listen to me and stay here."

  "Can't I go back to my own house?"

  "No, you won't be safe there. The gang will be sure to look there first once they realize that you're missing. This is the safest place for you right now," he said as he turned to leave.

  Tyler

  My father was the last person on Earth I wanted to ask a favor from. But right now, he was the only one I could count on to help keep Vivian safe from the gang. The Alpha Outlaws knew how strained my relationship with my father was; they would never think to come to his house to look for Vivian there.

  Vivian

  I was no longer a captive at the gang's sanctuary. I should have been happy. But instead, I was more miserable than I had ever been. No, it wasn't because I still wasn't allowed to go home. But rather, it was because I had the feeling I might never get to see Tyler again.

  For the first time since meeting Tyler, I actually felt used by him. He took my virginity, then discarded me right afterward.

  Sure, he said it was for my own good. But it didn't feel that way to me at all. Instead, I felt as if I was a pet he had grown tired of and was now giving away for adoption.

  Tyler

  The gang wasn't happy about me letting Vivian out of the house. One of the elder members even threatened to kill me if I didn't reveal to him where I had hidden her. But I didn't give a damn. It wasn't like I cared much about my own life anyway.

  Eventually, the Alpha Outlaws stopped harassing me about Vivian. But I could tell they were still keeping a close eye on me. Therefore, I didn't dare to come to my father's house to visit her.

  Vivian

  Three months. That's how long it had been since I last saw Tyler. I had kept my word and helped Tyler's dad, Mr. Dobson, with the cooking and cleaning around the house.

  In a way, it was very much like living at home. I was doing house chores and hiding away in my room for most of the day. The only main difference was that I no longer had school work to attend to now.

  In the beginning, Mr. Dobson and I both kept our distance from each other. Then one day, Tyler's dad made small talk with me.

  "You're a good cook for someone your age," he said.

  "Thanks. I've had lots of practice."

  "What's a nice girl like you doing with Tyler anyway? He's in a gang, you know?"

  "Yes, I know. But I don't care. Despite everything, he's the best thing to have ever happened to me."

  "Well, then my son is one lucky guy."

  "Too
bad he doesn't think so."

  "Why do you say that?"

  "Why else would he leave me here without ever coming back to check on me?"

  "You couldn't be more wrong, little lady. If he didn't care about you, he would have never bothered to step foot inside this house again. Besides, he did check up on your status."

  "He did? He was here?" I asked with wide-opened eyes.

  "Well, not here here. But he did get in touch with me to make sure you were doing okay at my place."

  "Why didn't he come see me for himself?"

  "He's just trying to keep you safe."

  "Safe? Why is that the only explanation I ever get from him? I need to know what's going on. Why couldn't he just keep me safe by having me by his side? None of this is making any sense to me."

  "Don't you get it? He's keeping you here so that he can keep you to himself."

  "He doesn't even see me here. Besides, wouldn't it be easier to keep me to himself by having me living under the same roof as him?"

  "No. Because then he would have to share you with everyone else."

  "Share me with everyone else? What are you talking about? I don't understand."

  "The Alpha Outlaws have a rule about sharing everything with each other, including the women they bed. So if you're having relations with Tyler, the rest of the gang will expect to have their turn with you," explained Mr. Dobson.

  My eyes blinked rapidly as I absorbed the information just given to me. Tyler didn't send me here to discard me after having sex with me. He had been keeping me here because he didn't want to share me with the rest of the Alpha Outlaws. He did care for me after all! In that case, I must be with him no matter what.

  "Mr. Dobson, please take me to Tyler now."

  Chapter 8

  Tyler

  I sat in the basement all alone thinking about Vivian. It had been three months since I last saw here. My heart and body ached for her. Hence, I went down to the basement regularly to reminisce.

  I could still vividly remember her lying on the mattress all naked, wet, and ready for me to claim her as my own not so long ago. My taste buds still remember and yearn for her divine nectar juices. God, I missed her and wished there was a way for me to have her in my life once more.

  Suddenly, the door to the basement opened and down walked none other than Vivian herself. She looked like a vision from a dream. Was I dreaming or hallucinating her? I didn't know, and at that point, I didn't care anymore. I just knew I needed to feel her lips against mine.

  I swept her into my arms. Her legs were quick to wrap around my waist. I kissed her sweet lips and silently cursed our clothes for being in the way of me thrusting into her body.

  "I know why you pushed me away," she said as soon as we broke for air. "You didn't want to share me with all the other men in the gang."

  "What? Who told you that?" I asked, startled by the fact that she knew.

  "Your dad told me."

  "You're right. I don't want you to get fucked by the entire gang. You're too pure and innocent to go through something like that."

  "But it's my life. Don't I get a say in it?"

  "What? Are you saying you want to get used by all the members of the Alpha Outlaws?"

  "No, Tyler, what I'm saying is that you're the best thing to have ever happened to me. I care about you. I want to be with you. And I don't mind doing whatever it takes to be with you."

  "Vivian, I can't just let you sacrifice yourself like that. It isn't right."

  "Tyler, you're not letting me do anything. I'm here by my own free will. It's my choice to let the gang do as they please with me. I mean unless you won't want me anymore after seeing me with all these other men."

  "Of course not, Vivian. How could I ever not want you?"

  "Then share me with the gang just this one time. Afterward, I'll be yours and only yours forever."

  Vivian

  As soon as I got to the gang's hideaway place, the men were quick to seize and capture me again. But I explained to them that I had come back to be with Tyler and that I knew and accepted the fact that I must allow everyone to share me before that could be made possible. I convinced the men to allow me to speak privately to Tyler first and was shown to the basement where I was once held captive.

  My heart threatened to leap out of my chest as soon as I saw him downstairs. He looked as if he hadn't shaved in days, and his eyes showed a lack of sleep. But he was still as sexy as ever; and when he kissed me, he simply took my breath away.

  I wanted so badly to feel him inside of me again, and based on the fact that I could feel his erection press against my body, he must have felt the same. But now wasn't the time for that. I wanted to be his forever. And if that meant I had to sleep with all the members of the Alpha Outlaws, then that was exactly what I was going to do.

  Tyler wasn't thrilled about the idea of sharing me with everyone else. But he reluctantly agreed to it after I explained to him it was after all my choice to make.

  The other gang members had been listening in on my conversation with Tyler from the top of the stairs. Upon hearing that Tyler and I were onboard with everyone sharing me, the men headed down to the basement one by one. Before long, there were nearly a dozen men gathered around me, and they were all undressing me with their eyes.

  Having lost my virginity to Tyler only three months prior, I was extremely nervous about the prospect of having so many men ravish me all at once. But I wanted so badly to be with Tyler that I never even considered the possibility of backing out. One night of being the gang's plaything was worth it if it meant a lifetime with Tyler by my side.

  An elder member of the gang was the first to lay his hands on my body. He pulled me away from Tyler and thrashed his tongue inside my mouth. Meanwhile, another man came up behind me and tore off all of my clothes.

  My flesh was completely on display for the Alpha Outlaws. Grunting noises were made as the men took in the view of my bare naked body. Seconds later, the elder member of the gang had his mouth on my breasts and his fingers deep inside my body.

  I didn't want to be aroused by the older man's touch, especially with Tyler standing just a few feet away from me. But my body had a mind of its own, and despite the fact that I wasn't at all attracted to the older man, my core was heating up as a direct result of his touch.

  Behind me, the guy who tore off my clothes earlier was down on his knees and licking my backdoor. It felt so dirty what he was doing to me, yet I couldn't stop myself from quietly moaning in response.

  I was on the edge of cumming when the older man removed his fingers from my sex and had me sprawled out on the floor. He stripped off his clothes and entered me from behind.

  I looked up then and saw Tyler's eyes intently watching me as his fellow gang member thrust into my body again and again. His pants showed the outline of an erection, and it was then that I realized he was getting turned on watching me with another man. That knowledge made me feel so much better about how my body was responding to another man's touch.

  The elder member of the gang was thrusting into me faster and faster. Meanwhile, in front of me, the guy who licked my arse earlier had his cock dangling in front of my face. He spread my lips apart with his stiff member and wasted no time in sliding in and out of my mouth.

  From the corner of my eye, I saw Tyler with his cock in his hand. It was then that I decided I was going to stop thinking with my mind and just focus on the physical sensations my body was experiencing instead. Once I allowed myself to enjoy what was happening, it didn't take long for me to uncoil from the efforts of the two men.

  The older man behind me was grunting now, and he soon came as well. Within seconds of him pulling out of my sex, another gang member was there to take his place. While in front of me, the man I had been deep throating exploded into my mouth.

  Chris, the guy who drove the car the night I was captured, walked up and shoved his erection down my throat as soon as the other man pulled out. Two other gang members then approac
hed me with their cocks in hand. I grabbed each of their shafts and tried to give them each a proper handjob. But it was hard to concentrate on that task when I was getting rammed from behind and in the mouth.

  After a while, I couldn't concentrate on anything at all. I simply indulged in the pleasures I felt. Men after men used my body to get off while I reached my apex again and again.

  By the end of it all, I had no clue how many times I even came. All I knew was that I didn't regret a single moment. Yes, I was tired and my body was sore. And yes, the man my heart longed for did watch as all of his friends came all over my body. But none of that really mattered anymore. I was happy and excited because now that I had been shared by the gang, I was free to live happily ever after with the man my heart ached for over the past three months.

  After the last member of the Alpha Outlaws had his way with me, all the men left the basement area to go upstairs. Only Tyler and I remained in the basement.

  With everyone else gone, I suddenly felt nervous about Tyler's reaction. He was obviously turned on watching me behave like a total slut earlier. But now that the dust had settled, how would he feel about it all?

  Tyler

  The idea of having to share Vivian with everyone else pained me to no end. But watching her give in to wanton lust aroused me in a way I had never thought possible before. I hated myself for getting hard while other men ravished her body. But it was impossible not to get hard when she looked so damn sexy with a cock plunging in and out of her.

  As soon as everyone else left, I quickly scooped her into my arms. I kissed her sweet lips, not caring at all that she had other men in that beautiful mouth of hers just moments ago.

  Her body soon responded with plenty of want and need, surprising me greatly considering how many times she must have came not too long ago.

  I caressed her curves and sucked on those magnificent breasts. I then carried her over to the mattress on the floor and lay her down on her belly. I swiped some of the cum that dripped out of her sex and smeared it into her tight little arse.